The Man With Two First Names

The moment I messaged you

I was caught up in a storm

I can't remember every word already

But it's all written down

I feel like I'm chasing a dream.

I wrote that I can't even write myself a good dream

But here you are

The thing I wrote

I wrote you into my life and I don't know how to write you out

I don't want to write you out

I know I've imagined a lot

And I know you not 

But if you're even a shadow of who I think you are

I can't let you go

Even if you're bad for me, I can't let you go 

For the first time

I think I feel and I believe