Same Mistakes

I'm ready to feel like a fool

Who am I kidding

I'm already a fool

I fell once

I'll fall again

The same mistakes

The same sad circle

Of loving and being unloved

And I don't have to talk myself into it

I don't talk myself out of it either

Just fall into it

Miss the arms

Miss the catch

Fail to stick to the landing

Back to square one

Sleepy sad bitch

Hair flip

I don't care

I really care

I never pretended with you

I was never too cool

Heart on my sleeve

Honest

Maybe it seemed like I was holding back

Maybe I did 

Because I didn't want to fall so hard

But you seemed better

And I wanted it more

And I was torn between letting you go 

And letting myself go