How I Sleep At Night

The close is close and what have I learned

That maybe I can happy alone

Or at least okay

Something I never knew about myself

That I’m okay with giving my heart away

I don’t feel emptier for it

I was happy

I’m still happy

I don’t need poisonous words

I don’t need retaliation 

I’m kind

I’m sensitive

I don’t allow use of myself unless I want it

I love myself